That's it. It's all I can take.
I probably brought this onto myself, but I dont regret doing that.
And mind you, I dont care what you think about yourself,
how lowly your opinions might be...
I'm still going to try.
and I'm going to try hard.
cuz thats prob the only thing I can do now...

I'm not even sure what you think of all this
and please dont spam my tagboard here.
This whole thing deserves some privacy...

*Sigh*
I dont even know what I was doing was right or wrong.
I just knew I had to do it.
Now that the great big load's off my chest,
there's another thing bugging me.
But dont let this affect you, yeah?
I just hope one day we can be together...
*Sigh*

That's it. I've said my piece.
But the whole story doesnt just end here,
or begin where it did,
according to yesterday.
It was hell lot more than "just beginning to"
and much earlier than just recently.
It dates back to like months ago,
just that I never told you.

But I guess it doesnt really matter now, does it?
after all those months of friendship we built up,
I'm probably going to crush it all in one conversation.
all in one day. all over(?)
though I hope not.
all I can do is hope.
hope that you'll give me a chance
a chance into your heart
a place in your heart.

I guess I was reeaaallly obvious in those past few weeks,
and you obviously noticed, but still...
had to wait for confirmation...
or maybe hope that it was all untrue :(
So had I.
To wait for the right time.
Not that yesterday was,
but I just couldnt stand it anymore.
So now the secret's out,
right from my mouth,
I dont know how you will handle it.
But I'm not going to stop trying...
until I get you.
or unless you dont want.
Sigh

So I'm ending off this post,
with more than I can handle on my plate.
For yet another time,
I love you. I have loved you for so long now...

~Sign Off~
Live each day to the fullest.
And that's why I had to do it yesterday.
I couldnt stand not having everything straightened out.
If all does not go well,
do we stay as friends?
I'll still love you