I really shouldn't be posting emo stuff anymore.
So I'll keep my memories of my Grandpa to myself.

Whoa today woke up so early dunno for what.
Then right after that get this HUGE scolding from my mother.
For somehow getting almost every assessment question wrong.
Aiyah dunno how to do Chinese lah it's not my fault what.
Then she say what I never put in effort wait until at the end of the day
then rush through and put in some crap.
So - well - I've sacrificed my slack time for nothing.

It's tough luhh my life.
Even without all that's going on - you all know what I mean - recently, it still sucks to be where I am. Though not totally. At least my parents bought a RC helicopter for me (mosquito series xD). Ooh yeah!! I love RC helicopters!! But it was really not necessary. All you have to do is stop shouting at me and making false accusations.

But anyway.
For those who're still waiting for a confirmation of the date of ECP thing, 1) I'd even be lucky to get out of my house to slack right now (mainly cuz I failed SS 7/30 and partly cuz I'm going to fail Chinese and English and History soon) 2) I've got violin exam on 5th Dec and many violin lessons + piano accompaniments lined up for me in the next few weeks by my mother. 3) I still don't know when to set it as but most likely it'll be after 5 Dec. So those of you who really cannot wait anymore you can go there first ^^

Don't get me wrong. I'm not cured of depression yet. I just haven't really been thinking about my grandfather.

OKayy. Enough of the Normal stuff.

I don't yet know how you feel for me. I don't yet know if I should even try you. And I don't even know whether you'll reject me. All cuz I don't know how you feel about me. So if there's anyway to show it to me, please make it super obvious to me.
P.S. you're always looking so cute :)

Ohh wells. Perhaps I'm just unlucky unlike Nicholas, who has like don't know how many girls flocking to him.
Bye all!
~Sign Off~
"I love you, you love me, we are happy family..."
- Benedict, last night at dinner ^^ he's started singing already!!!